Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Super super super SAD now.
Got back my physics block test today.And it was bad.NO words can describe it.I, myself cant believe it too.I put my heart and soul into this paper,trying my very best to do every single question.Thinking real damn hard for each question.Being super careful in doing all the questions.BUT I failed!NOT just failed,but failed badly!!!
I guess what my physics teacher has said was right."If you have tried your best in this test but didnt achieve your goal,then maybe you really cant handle this subject." Well,I do admit that I dont like physics.In fact I seriously hate physics.But what can I do now?Physics is one of my subject combination which I have chosen.So what can I do?I cant change my subject combination now right?Or perhaps I still didnt try my very best in this test?Or maybe it's because I lack of practice?
I dunno.I really dunno.Now,with my results,I dont know what my life will be like for the rest of this year.I really do hope miracles could happen.
After joining yjc,I find that I am not what I used to be.
I am not the one who used to score well in chinese.
I am not the one who used to do well in chemistry.
I am not the one who used to at least get B/C for maths.
I am not the one who used to at least pass/fail by a few marks in physics.
Pathetic huh?That's what I think so now.In fact, I think I am like good for nothing loz.
-CURINAsim
